life long earned

sadness enroaching as the clock ticks..

2007-01-20T13:51:00.000+08:00

leff out...

or maybe God is trying to tell me to flock with birds of my own feather for now..
damm i miss you guys.. though it sounds kinda gay.

BLOG!!

2007-01-12T18:29:00.000+08:00

okay, new year, new begining..

i am so proud of myself that my blog was dead for the past 6 weeks.. and i sincerely apologise if i have left you with nothing to read. haha! but i am sure you all have other stuff to do than just read my blog ah..

it has only been 2 weeks of 2007 and God has started throwing me crap to settle.. first with so many stuff to handle on all the pressure i get from my studies.. i seriously need another vacation to the Bahamas LIKE NOW!!!

please gofgive me ah.. dont get angry. you know who i want to say that too..heh

be gone!

2006-12-10T09:53:00.000+08:00

I will be leaving for china this coming monday, and i know you can't live without me, but that's too bad = )

time flies..

2006-11-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

time really really fllies! haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEREK!!!

sigh... like all my school friends never even wish me la. sigh! thank you Bryane Kwok and YQ for the wishes!!! haha.. and other people whom have FORGOTTEN!!! haha...

this is like my WORST birthdays EVER!! seriously! which idiot studies for 80% of the day on his Birthday? haha. ME! :(

blog later.. going to do a Mock Exam paper noww...

SEE YA!

My week

2006-11-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

okayy.. i think people seriosuly think my blog is dead. BUT... its isnt!!! its just hibernating! haha.. joking la.

CONFIRMATION CAMP
the momnent i saw my grouping, i was like..OMG!!! this camp cant be any worse. SCREW IT!!! and then when i went to find my group, i found out my facils are 2 people whom i dont even know. DIE!!! so my impression of the camp was like crap. really crap. so there were ice-breakers and all.. kinda disgusting but yea.. so one of my facils, PHOEIX, stared to make friends with me la.. and from that moment on, my camp was the most memorable one. EVER!!! i cant go through the whole camp la.. but seriously.. THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!!! this is going to be a long list la...

prepare..

THANK YOU!!!
-Andrew.R Lee
-Phoenix
-Ethebert
-Janis!!! :D 'tutor'
-Alew, camp Ic
-Francis. Cath teacher
-Judette
-Addison
-Eugene
-Yugi
-Reuben
-Joanne
-Ashley
-Stephanie
-Bessie!!! haha
-AND ALOT OF OTHER PEOPLE!!!!

thank you so all of you guys from CYF also, to bring me closer to God. thank you so much!!!

then...

19th November 2006

HAPPY CONFIRMATION!!!!

i cant believe since i was P1 till 9 years later.. i have been attending cat class just for this.. and its actually to get confirmed. What exactly is Confirmation??? Well...
its actually called The Great Sacrament Of Confirmation. Its when the Archbishop or the preist in charge will lay his hands upon you. He will then ask God the Father in the name of Jesus to send the Holy Spirit upon you and when he does that, the Holy Spirit will truly come and make his dwelling, and his home into your heart. When the Holy Spirit comes upon you, He will fill you with the Power, Strength and his gifts and fruits. The confirmant must have the desire to receive the Holy Spirit.

yeah, thats the brief information about Confirmation. Ohh... and to me, Confirmation is 2nd to getting married. haha

my week has been wonderful. really!! haha...
Phoenix!!! tell me when you come back!!!

2006-10-28T11:40:00.001+08:00

i am bored at home...

can someone pleae turn back the time? i hope monday never comes.

after last night, i finally realise i suck in:
-checkers
-tic tac toe (*which is going to cost me a huge embarrasemnt)
-reversi

can someone please teach me how to play?
haha

i dont want a dress!
i want a remote control car!
:D

2006-10-28T11:40:00.000+08:00

2006-10-24T09:58:00.000+08:00

hello!!
i told myself i had to blog yesterday but i was too exhausted. :(

so i shall do it now!

hmm.. school was kinda fun. most of the time it was slacking and all, having talks by the police and brother michael. and now, not only do i have a chance of retaining, i also may get kicked out. How??? never mind... and thanks to the talk, school ended like 45mins late! ARRGH!!! yeah, school ended at like 1.45pm, when i was meeting someone at 2. so i had to rush like shit. yeah, finally reached like 30mins late at plaza sing and then met sarah. haha. Thanks for the brownies!!! haha.. then later when to the grand cathay to watch, SILK!!! that movie seriously freaked me out, i covered my eyes for like half of the show. haha.. thanks sarah for the idea!!! haha... then we walked all the way to orchard mrt and then deciede to go vivio city. we actually walked 1 whole run already la!!! at that time, my legs were almost dying!! :(

so when to vivo city for the second time, but this time i guess it was more fun. when we went there, sarah started picking dresses and MORE dresses for me to wear. that really freaked me out, but we made another deal that i have to wear the dress only if she bakes for me! haha. :D
then after that when to eat at thai express before walking around. then we went to toys r us. i mean seroisuly, i got so excitied over going into that store, it was really so fun to relive the old times. haha. and i kinda find barbie nice! haha.. maybe i should go and get one myself. yeah, thats about all for that day. ohh.. and when i was alone in my room, that freaky boy appeared in my mind, it serously freaked me out! arrrgh! ahaha...

'you look good from far, but you are far from good!' thats for you rudy!

swimming in my world

2006-10-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

today was a freaking boring day. man...i dont know how to enjoy myself. seriously! supposed to go vivo city with nige, but in the end i didnt go. :(
i am in such a lousy mood now la... nothing to do, social life down, and i have to worry about my exams.

i think i will really fail this time. seriously, i know people think that retaining an all is just a joke, but i think i am going to. i seriously suck in my studies, no matter how freaking hard i try to study, nothing gets in my brain and this results me in failing.
why does it always rain on me?

i miss you la... please come back to my life. PLEASE!!!

anyway, to end things on a slightly happier note, this girl asked me to be her boyfriend la... haha.. i am not showing off but its real funny! cos, this girl called Chelsea. yea. she asked me today and guess what, shes only 10 years old!!! haha... So CUTE!!!

ok, bye

my stress

2006-10-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

can you smell it?

smell...

FREEDOM!!!!!

haha... i am so elated man!!! haha... after all that stress tension...i am finally free!!! hmm... brings back memories of how i felt after leaving prison. but still... WHEEE!!!!

my last paper today was chinese paper 2. haha... it was good i guess. The whole class sorta finished half an hour before the test duration. AND i was real bored. I guess bernard teo is a cool guy la... he was relaxed and didnt mind if people were sleeping nd i was buffing my nails. haha.. then after exams when out and all...

lalalalalallalalalalalalalalala...

Heres the highlight man!!!

at far east, i saw this toilet cubicle with a hose and all... benedict was behind me, i turned on the tab and then this hose came out and sprated right at ben's face!!!
haha...

okay.. gonna bathe now..
bye people!

2006-10-01T18:19:00.000+08:00

hello all!!!
haha.. sorry, i have been bust with studies and all... so ya. SORRY!!!

my life since so far has changed drastically. i have been more serious in my work and still know that i will fail. must just pray hard and do my best. okay... i got a few people to thank la..
like geraldine. although i dont know you well but thanks for giving me all the stuff i wanted. haha...

errr... what else to blog about???

OHHH!!!

JONATHAN LEONG DIDNT WIN IDOL!!! :(
i am sad.
but hes one happy man.
i mean face it la... Hady won idol.
BUT...
Jon Leong will be the ultimately winner as he will make it big in the music industry. so ya.

i am sooo into this song..
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven,
feeling highI don't want to let go,
girl.I just need you you to know girl.
I dont want to run away,
baby you're the one i need tonight.
No Promises

hahahaha...
Michael had a great race today. and so did the other drivers.. but my prediction is that Michael will win the drivers champ while Renault will take the constructors. :D

okay... good luck to all those having exams.

A weeks review

2006-09-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

sorry everyone, i was mugging like hell for like the past week or so, therefore i didnt come online and when i didnt come online i couldnt update new posts. so i am real sorry.

okay. a weeks review.

10 september 2006 sunday

got my new phone. yay!!! haha.. but the phone is kinda dumb tough. but i still love it. Thanks mum and dad!

14 september 2006 thursday

it was Kyle's birthday!!!! haha... kyle was actually scard to see what was the present. after school, had extra math class with the 'BEST' math teacher in the whole world. After walking out of math class, my knowledge for binomial theroem was still the same. so i guess math classes didnt help. had english tuition later.

AND THEN...

SINGAPORE IDOL!!!! WHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

although i have never been a fan of idol or even interested in it, but after walking out of the studio, i felt proud of Singapore music and i have soooo gotten into the idol thingy. I know i am the only idiot getting into the idol thingy when its like 2 idols left...haha

okay, met benedict, jojo, kyle and a few josephians at 6.15 at cadelcot hill. but only managed to get to the studio at only 7.15!!! #@$$#%%^$%!@
but anyway, idol was really worth it! here are some reasons why.

I got Jasmine Tye's autograph!!! and shook her hand.
I got Daniel Ong's autograph.
I got Gurmit's autograph!
I got to shake my Singpore Idol!!! Hady Mirza!!!'s hand for like 10 seconds!!! Beat that girls.. heh
and also my saviour Jon Leong's hand. Thanks so much for the tickets!!!
and i LOVE SINGAPORE IDOL!!!

okay readers, heres the best part. After the show, the producers asked all the Jon Leong and Hady fans to sit down. Then, they went around doing interviews.

AND...

I GOT INTERVIEWED!!! seriously... hopefully they will put in on idol extra.. PLEASE PLEASE. okay, here was somewhat the interview.

Producer: whats your name?

Derek: derek lee

Producer: How long have you been supporting Jon Leong?

Derek: Since the start of the season!!! i always vote for him 5 times!!!

Producer: who do you think will be the next Singapore Idol and why?

Derek: Jon Leong!!! cos hes the best!!! hes a talented singer and a person with great charisma. If he dont win, i got nothing to say.

And then theres more stuff i forgot.

i have tickets to Monday's Top 2 special!!! hope mum allows me to go..

signing out! derek

yet another day

2006-09-04T01:16:00.000+08:00

i just realised something, final year is like in 3 weeks time!!! Omg, i am worried but have no motivation at all to study. How??? Someone please help me!!! had tuition on sundsay morning, and then went to cat class. It was so embarrasing being late for cat class. 'Oh, Wow! The first boy to stand up is the boy who came late.'said the singer. Wth man, she had to say that to emabarass me. Then watched some band perform lots of holy songs. Leon was moody, Cheryl was enthu, I was enthu but shy and andrew was enthu too. And i cant stand that bloody guy sitting infront of him. Hes such a retard, rude, fugly and totally brainless. I also dont know how he can go to Njc from Sji. Whats with the world man... And whos Ashley? What eye contact? arrgh.. never mind.

Ohh Ohh.. GOOD LUCK!!! AND ALL THE BEST!!! to all the players taking part in Pesta Sukan Open from Monday onwards. Especially... you know who.. ahah..

Go Marcus Tay!!!

and today, i was webcaming my brother dancing. here are the comments by Claire and Benedict.

Claire: omfg! thats so gay!!!
i want to see him bare-bodied.

eww.. sick claire. looks can be deceving. :)

Bendict: omg! does he know he is being filmed?

ahahah.. sorry people but he is my brother, so i am not putting the video on youtube to embarass him...

its late and i have training tomorrow. good night. bye

life in hell

2006-08-30T15:30:00.000+08:00

what to do when you are sad and theres no one to comfort you? when dental this afternoon after school, it was so scary... the dentist put some wierd filing into my teeth and now it feels quite wierd but nice. uhm... ohh!! and today i went to try out for this new chinese tuition at novena. it was the first time i felt the class fun. haha. and thank you to that mgs girl who helped me, otherwise i dont know what time i would have stayed back for.. thanks alot!!! okay, theres nothing nice to blog. good night. i think i am going to get screwed by my dad.

if you dont have the courage to leave the island, you will never discover new oceans.

sunday with the churchies

2006-08-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

what a day man... my whole life style since obs has really changed me. i feel like i am in the sea everyday, i drink water from the tap now and i am always thinking about the 2 wonderful instructors i met at the camp. i love you zippy and samuel!!! ahaha.. had tuition today in the morning, mr lam kok wai... sigh i just realise how dumb i am in my studies, i guess normal acad is the only way out for me. after class, rushed down to church for cat class. Help Me!!! my face was peeling like a potato, stupid sunburn.. Arrgh!!! and thank you la cheryl tan mei shen. laugh at me somemore... never mind, people world class badminton star... then in cat class, got a new teacher. Oh No!!! he sucks totally, and hes from the navy, but judging from his body physique i doubt so.. haha.. okay. lets not be mean. bernadette? whos bernadette raise up your hand?

woo hoo!!! todays Turkey Grand Prix was one of the best in all the races i have seen. all the intense overtaking. Shiok man!!! but damm, why didnt jarno trulli get into the points.

this song is always stuck in my head. when i think i of the song i think of the camp and HER. i love you.

Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life I found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more
Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me
These are the moments I know heaven must exist
These are the moments I know all I need is this I have all I've waited for And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me
These are the moments
I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've got all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me
I could not ask for more than the love you give me
'Coz it's all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more

my life is just a pot of copper.

expect the un-expected

if you dont have the courage to leave the island, you will never be able to dicover oceans.

obs 2006 21-24august 2006

2006-08-25T15:45:00.000+08:00

i have only 1 word to describe obs and its just amazing!!! The camp really rocks my socks. although there were times when the going was tough, my watch had our fun and persevred. You rock man 'Armstrong!!!' Not to forget, my instructor seriously is the best. haha. Tay Zhen Ping aka Zippy. She really is the best. Now then i know i should not discount others especially girls, zippy is seriously amazing. Shes cute, love-able, kind, caring, strong in the mind and physically. really super!!! AND, she has unique phrases. let me recall: "dont ba-long long' 'eat and drink until silly!' 'form world class circle' and her spelling tat pass la.. haha okay. i really miss her and the whole of the camp. During the camp, we did lots of super stuff like, canoeing around ubin, trekking from one end of ubin to the other, rock climbing, belaying, field cooking. i really want to go back there and have another camp. Although i was sick and all, i still love obs. On the last day, i felt quite sad and dissapointed cos the camp ended so abruptly, i couldnt even say 'bye' to my instructor and samuel. the super hot instructor. haha.. and leaving ubin really broke my heart. :( but as the saying goes, all good things must come to an end. i love zippy and the whole of obs. bye bye.